it’s been a while

Hello my sweet baby. It’s been a while since I wrote anything to you. I absolutely love seeing your face and hearing your voice, but I don’t want to forget all of the emotions that I felt when all I had was my writings. Craving any small chance to hear your voice, wondering if today was the day that I could speak to you. Realizing that I wouldn’t hear from you, I would always come back here. Those were the moments where I felt I was at my lowest. Missing you more than I had ever missed anyone. Worried that you would find someone else or worse, you’d just stop loving me. Difficult times indeed. But, you held on to me. You came back to me. You continued to love me. In that brief moment of reuniting with you I fell in love all over again. Maybe even harder. I don’t know if I will ever have the words to express the intensity of my love but I will always try to show it. You are the most magnificent person I have ever met and I love you with every cell of my body.